我也不知道我到底是在努力放下，还是在偷偷的等。
I don"t know whether I"m trying to put it down or waiting secretly.
我装腔作势只想守护最后一点自尊心，你不懂我的装腔作势，以为那是我的坚强 。
I just want to protect the last bit of self-esteem, you don"t understand my affectation, think that is my strong.
任何你突然放弃的事物，一定积累了太多太久的无力与绝望，你发现你坚持得好累，于是你终于放过了自己。
Whatever you suddenly give up, you must have accumulated too much powerlessness and despair for too long. You find that you are very tired, so you finally let yourself go.
希望你一到夜里就失落，后悔没有珍惜我。
I hope you will lose at night, regret not cherishing me.
突然想找你聊天，打开窗口，发现上次的结尾是我，你没有回，于是把想说的话又摁了回去。
Suddenly I want to chat with you, open the window, and find that the last end is me, you did not return, so I pressed back what I wanted to say.
你永远是那个隔着屏幕，都能影响我心情的人。
You are always the one who can affect my mood across the screen.
思想像苦药，每分每秒，竟如此难熬。
Thought is like bitter medicine, every minute and every second, it is so hard.
我需要你的时候你在忙，你不忙的时候也没有找我，我失去了分享的欲望，也不想再生无用的气，随你吧，就这样。
When I need you, you are busy. When you are not busy, you do not find me. I have lost the desire to share, and I do not want to regenerate useless gas. You are welcome, that"s all.
我们都是好面子又自尊心很强的人，于是把冷战变成了分手。
We are all people with good face and high self-esteem, so we turned the cold war into a breakup.
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我是一个比较理性的人，你对我的好与不好，我都记的清清楚楚，失望值攒到顶峰，再喜欢也要与你诀别。
I am a more rational person, you are good or bad for me, I remember clearly, disappointed value to the top, like again also want to say goodbye to you.
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