Whenever I think of you in the dead of night, my tears can"t help but flow downwards. I try my best to lift the hands you held, dry my tears and wait for time to turn back.
每当夜深人静想起你，我的眼泪就忍不住往下流。我尽力举起你握着的手，擦干眼泪，等待时光倒流。
Looking back on the days when we were together, my mind was in a daze. Your energetic body always comes into my dream with moonlight, which makes me worry about it constantly.
回想起我们在一起的日子，脑子里一片茫然。你充满活力的身体总是带着月光进入我的梦，这让我不断担心。
Yesterday, I had a stomachache and couldn"t play with my cell phone. I told him that I had a stomachache and asked what you were doing. He said he was sleeping and didn"t even say a word of concern. Who knows my heart?
昨天，我肚子疼，不能玩手机。我告诉他我肚子疼，问你在干什么。他说他在睡觉，甚至没有说一句关心的话。谁知道我的心？
Looking back, you are gone, leave me where I am, and wait foolishly.
回头一看，你走了，把我留在原地，傻傻地等着。
The waiting time was too long, and I forgot what was the reason for waiting at first.
等待的时间太长，一开始都忘了等待的原因是什么。
Many things can"t get full marks, just like life is sweet and depressed, and many miracles are waiting to happen, just like we will meet many people.
很多事情得不到满分，就像生活甜蜜压抑，很多奇迹等待发生，就像我们会遇到很多人。
Waiting is not expecting you to come back, just wandering in place and finding an excuse to stay.
等待不是期待你回来，只是在原地徘徊，找个借口留下来。
After the physical examination, waiting for the result is very painful! Awakened by a nightmare. Dreaming of hospitalization, the worst outcome, malignancy, treatment, chemotherapy, waiting for death! I"m scared! Not loathe to give up the world, but loathe to give up my baby, she is still so young, I haven"t grown up with her, but I want her to experience my death! Then I was relieved. Where was she? How should she spend her long life? Who will accompany her at each growth stage? Unknown life is full of frustrations, will she spend it smoothly? I cried. Reluctant, the only thing I can"t give up is her! God, please bless me, everything is good!
体检之后，等待结果是很痛苦的！被噩梦惊醒。梦见住院，最坏的结局，恶性，治疗，化疗，等死！我好害怕！不是舍不得这个世界，而是舍不得我的宝贝，她还那么年轻，我还没有和她一起长大，但我想让她经历我的死亡！然后我就放心了。她去哪了？她应该如何度过漫长的一生？每个成长阶段谁来陪伴她？未知的人生充满坎坷，她会顺利度过吗？我哭了。舍不得，我唯一不能放弃的就是她！上帝，请保佑我，一切都好！
I woke up again, and I missed people. I dreamt that he didn"t know how long it would take for such a miserable day. He insisted on being afraid of hurting him without results, but he gave up but violated my heart. He was afraid of hurting each other. He was afraid of complaining more than being patient. He couldn"t stand the wind and rain. To be precise, he drove a long-distance bus after a while. I didn"t say any words of instruction, so I knew I couldn"t see it for several days. When I got home, I realized that I didn"t say the last word I should say, but it was too late to wash and change
我再次醒来，我想念人们。我梦见他不知道这样悲惨的一天要过多久。他坚持怕伤害他没有结果，但他放弃了却侵犯了我的心。他害怕伤害对方。比起耐心，他更害怕抱怨。他受不了风雨。确切地说，过了一会儿他开了一辆长途汽车。我没有说任何指示的话，所以我知道我有几天看不到它。当我回到家，我意识到我没有说我应该说的最后一句话，但是已经来不及清洗和改变了
I am your kite, the thread is in your hand, but only the wind and rain can accompany me.
我是你的风筝，线在你手里，但只有风雨才能陪伴我。
